You, Me and ADHD


Putting my hand up in class….no way
Going up on a stage to preform….not me
Talking to people I don’t know…is there anything worse
Feeling out of depth in new situations…yep me


This use to be me and I bet its a lot of other people out there too. I had the confidence of a gnat growing up and into my early adulthood, and even then I think a gnat would have slightly more. I use to be shy, hated talking to people I didn’t know, would always be the one on the edge of the group, nodding and smiling wishing I was anywhere but. Having children at first didn’t change this. Yes I went to toddler group’s but made sure I went with someone I knew. I hated going to the weigh in clinic and I never asked question’s and I just did what I was told.

To be told that your child has a disability, special need’s and needs regular check up’s, investigations and so forth didn’t really change how meeting new people made me feel. I hated every appointment in the beginning, would nod my head and give permission but it was like there was someone else inside me answering. I would get butterflies on the way to the hospital for hearing check up’s and get myself all worked up, I would sweat, feel sick and then I would break down on the way home, disappointed in myself as there were questions I wanted to ask and I was too afraid to ask them.

For me I realised that this had to change, that I had to become the carer and voice that my children needed me to be. My daughter was 2 when she was formally diagnosed with a hearing loss and 7 when she was diagnosed ADHD. A big change in my confidence, and strength levels was needed.

I started by accessing online forum’s, talking to people online started to give me the confidence to get the answer’s I needed from the people we were dealing with in our daughter’s care. Being on a forum also gave me confidence to talk to people about my experiences and also to offer advice to those just starting out on their journey with parenting a child with disabilities.

One big recommendation would be to have a note pad and pen and jot things down that the doctors and specialist’s say in case you want to research them and keep that notepad in your handbag, coat pocket so that if you think of anything you can then remember to ask at the next appointment. Its easy to forget long words and to in some cases zone out when you are given news to process, and having to wait weeks for the write up letter to come through so you can remember can sometimes put you on edge.

I had to dig down deep but I decided that I needed to put my children first instead of my own discomfort at talking to people. I became my daughter’s advocate, her voice in a world where adult’s make nearly every decision for her. My confidence does still waver from time to time but I remember that I am doing it for these four amazing girls who are all looking to me to be their role model and for the families who are diagnosed daily and are placed in the same position I was …no way am I letting them down.

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You, Me and ADHD

So your given a diagnosis of ADHD or ADD or any other variant, your sent home with a box of medication, and told you’ll be sent an appointment for a review in 6 months……WHAT NOW???

Well first of you’ll be exhausted from managing your child’s symptoms, having regular appointment’s, assessments, trips to the hospital’s and you’ll be feeling pretty crap. You’ll also be feeling like a complete and utter failure as a parent all the while trying to keep your child from imploding, your relationship and family life on the straight and narrow and did I mention wondering what the hell you do now?

For me I went on auto pilot, I did what needed to be done at home, I tried to be there as a wife and a mother, I tried to hold down a job but I ended up letting some of the balls drop.

  • I took my children to their appointments, I cared for them, loved them no matter what but felt annoyed at times, lost my temper with them and was stressed out
  • My husband and I drifted apart, I would take all my anger and frustration out on him, we shouted and argued and he eventually went and found someone else that would give him time
  • I took myself away from family and friends while I tried to deal with the symptom’s and the ever increasing feeling of guilt about medication my daughter worried about what they would think and feel
  • I gave up work, being able to talk to other adults about grown up non Homelife topics

What I want every parent out there to know is that there is no shame in dropping a ball!!! Any parent who has children can at times feel stressed out, unhappy about their lives and the way that having children can feel like the very life is being sucked out of you. Thats normal, and its especially normal to feel that way when we have disabled children. To many parent’s do not give themselves a break, we deal with so much when caring for a disabled child no matter what the diagnosis is. Some parent’s I know go through so much more than I do and I am in such awe of them that it gives me the strength to do my best for my own children.

Living with hearing loss is annoying when you can’t hear yourself think, it gives you a sore throat shouting louder than normal so they know I am angry, its fiddly trying to replace small part’s on hearing aids and when the kids are younger I could have had a dozen heart attacks thinking they had swallowed batteries but its manageable. We learn and adapt just like our children learn to adapt to a world where one sense isn’t working like it should.

Living with ADHD is harder. Its an invisible diagnosis which to many people still see as just a naughty child or down to bad parenting. Trust me when you have had a bad day anyway and someone suggest’s your parenting skills may be whats wrong…you do not want to be near me. The grown up thing to do would be to say “ok its my parenting so why does only one child out of four have the symptoms” my childish side just wants to bop them on the noise…. and another horrible word that has been associated with my child….spoilt!! spoilt my arse, I do not spoil my children and I hate that even in todays society people still can not accept that ADHD exist’s. Hello its been documented since the 1700’s!!!

So here’s a little checklist from me to you

  • Give yourself a break, take Time to digest the diagnosis
  • talk to somebody either a professional or someone that is in the same boat as you, swap tips and advice
  • research – there are some really good websites/groups and forum’s about with people in the same place as you
  • don’t cut out family and friends – you really will learn the power of friendship and know the love of family when you have a child diagnosed, they need you as much as you need them, talk, ask for help or even just a hug

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xx Leanne XX